ouijevis //: January 2009

Camera -ugh-...thanks dasia! =]

1/31/2009 09:17:00 PM

bought a camera today..it sucks.im returning it.dont mind the mess, its not always like that.& I KNOW I LOOK MESSED, BUT I WAS SUPER TIRED OK!!?GEEZ.I look horrid, and check the kinky twists, i look like a lion!!yeah.thanks dasia for helping me with my decision, if only you were there while i was purchasing it. -sigh-This was a test, its really boring...dont watch...

Kinky Twists...Pissed...Help Me?

1/30/2009 11:54:00 PM

* Mood: crazy tired.* Listening to: Let It Bleed by J*Davey* Reading: n/a* Eating: n/a* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: i look like a lioness) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Okay...Exams are done!I survived, and did really good on most of them...so im pretty sure i haven't failed anything.im eager to see my history mark, i was going into that exam with a 42%..thanks...

Encountered a MAD MAN today.[explicit language]

1/27/2009 08:31:00 PM

Brief recap of my mid-day.i leave school after exams..i see my friend across the street and i wave at her..this old man comes out of nowhere and says : "DONT WAVE YOUR FUCKING HAND IN MY FACE!!"and he shoves me out of his way.I 'm like "what the hell man!?!? Dont have to fricken' push me!!"and he is calling me names like "whore",...

Give Me A Poetic and Pathetic Moment, please.

1/25/2009 03:27:00 PM

visit: http://blogs.warwick.ac.uk/mwalker/daily/270405/ for a funny ass anatomy on heartbreak.i came across an old thing this afternoon.it wasn't really old, probably a couple months.a piece of paper.green writingit said "I"with a dot beside it...anyone else who skimmed through my binder and saw that wouldn't see the significance.and the days that followed that day of the paper were truly magnificent.to never really know what admiration...

EXAMS...Trying this out...Very tense.

1/22/2009 07:09:00 PM

* Mood: crazy STRESSED* Listening to: N/A* Reading: History (vikings)* Eating: Ackee and Saltfish* Drinking: Oasis Strawberry and Kiwi juice or something.__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: OMG CANNOT WAIT FOR SECOND SEMESTER!) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Ok peeps. Exams are next week, and i am taking this time to remind you that i am still working my butt off, to hand everything in by...

DO NOT PISS ME OFF, HOW DARE YOU!?...I hate when...

1/19/2009 09:20:00 AM

* Mood: crazy tired & ticked* Listening to: n/a* Reading: Math (Sinusoidal Equations)* Eating: n/a* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: wtf?!) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________First things first:I am a VIRGIN.I never had any type of sex in my life...I am a grounded person.I am a cynical person at times.I am very sarcastic.I dress to cover my body.I am not loud when it...

B.C...D.C...ABDC!..

1/18/2009 03:29:00 PM

* Mood: crazy excited* Listening to: Down On My Knees by Ayo* Reading: Math (Sinusoidal Equations)* Eating: n/a* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: AMERICA'S BEST DANCE CREW YALL!!) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________OKAY.So, I’ve been thinking about my Big Chop.I’m going to try and get my hair to mega-grow for March 22, but if doesn’t, I’ll try April 22 instead. Don’t ask why...

My End Of The Semester Grade Boost Regimen.... 2 Texture Traumas...WEEZY WEE...How things are goons downs.

1/15/2009 05:50:00 PM

[my desktop background(random i know) ADIDAS][Janelle Monae, another of my faves]* Mood: crazy in pain(oeuvres)* Listening to: Breathless by Corinne Bailey Rae* Reading: n/a* Eating: n/a* Drinking: tea.__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: ...) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Ok peeps.Exams are coming and first semester is coming to an end...your marks have been dropping just a bit, cause your lazy and sort of slacking off....

What Zee Hellz!...Algebra Blessett

1/13/2009 09:59:00 PM

[Goapele][YaYa Da Costa][Algebra Blessett][Esperanza Spalding]* Mood: crazy calm* Listening to: MTV Live* Reading: n/a* Eating: n/a* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: ...) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Ok well, i have an issue.MY FACE.See, i do not have much acne, in fact my face is quite smooth. The only thing is the fact that i have un-noticable dark spots(scars) on the side of my...

Embarassing...My Day...Taking A Minute To Discuss Fashion...I made a conditioning spray thingy! MAKES MY HAIR FEEL LIKE A BABY`S!!

1/12/2009 10:28:00 PM

[dr. martens!!] [Jessie M' bengue] * Mood: crazy calm* Listening to: Cause I Love You by Lenny Williams* Reading: n/a* Eating: pumpkin pie* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: ...) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________So...Remember how i finished my essays and was so excited? Guess what, i woke up late for school this morning and ended up getting to school half day. CRAP!On top...

"Big Ups" To Canada..."YES I CAN"

1/12/2009 12:04:00 AM

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Change Of Plans...2 texture = TORTURE...top secret.

1/11/2009 12:13:00 PM

* Mood: crazy boored & anxious* Listening to: Joga by Bjork* Reading: n/a* Eating: n/a* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: so happy uncle bought food! just he forgot the milk...) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________So, I have changed my mind about my big chop day.For those who don't know, i was planning to BC in after about a year, because i'm afraid of...

. nine ("There is no time...")

1/11/2009 12:39:00 AM

erykah badu folks!

erykah badu and some one im not familiar of.

this is a good bc style too.

I AM SOOO WEARING A WAKEEMA STYLE WHEN I BC...fo reals

* Mood: ~~crazy~~ boored & hungry
* Listening to: Unlike Me by Kate Havenvik (addictive song!!)
* Reading: n/a
* Eating: pizza
* Drinking: water

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ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: i need milk and bread. but too lazy to go to the grocer)
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Love is a very serious thing.
You just can't spread love around like it's butter on toast, love is an abstract concept that means a lot more than anything else on the planet. Love is...

Well, lets just go through the definition of love, you may not know this but my friends know that i LOVE thesauruses and dictionaries.

LOVE means:

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

–verb (used with object)

15.	to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.

16.	to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).

17.	to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.

18.	to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.

19.	to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.

20.	to have sexual intercourse with.

–verb (used without object)

21.	to have love or affection for another person; be in love.

—Verb phrase

22.	love up, to hug and cuddle: She loves him up every chance she gets.

—Idioms

23.

for love,

a.	out of affection or liking; for pleasure.

b.	without compensation; gratuitously: He took care of the poor for love.

24.	for the love of, in consideration of; for the sake of: For the love of mercy, stop that noise.

25.	in love, infused with or feeling deep affection or passion: a youth always in love.

26.	in love with, feeling deep affection or passion for (a person, idea, occupation, etc.); enamored of: in love with the girl next door; in love with one's work.

27.

make love,

a.	to embrace and kiss as lovers.

b.	to engage in sexual activity.

There are so many ways to describe love...and that is exactly one of the reasons why you can't just SAY it, without meaning it.

I never say love without meaning it. Love is a word i only use with certain people. However, sometimes, my nice-ness gets the best of me and i say it to people i shouldn't say it too. Like my exex-boyfriend. He said it first, then i said it cause hat's what i thought it was....but it soon turned out that it wasn't love. I loved the idea of being loved, but i didn't LOVE him.

So then we get to my ex-boyfriend, who by the way i liked for a year and he FINALLY told me he liked me then i broke up with that exex-boyfriend for him, and he was the DREAM guy.
Black, intelligent, focused, funny,president of student council, handsome, charismatic...
everyone said we were perfect for eachother.
I thought so too.

We started dating and i felt like...as corny as it is, i felt like i could possibly spend my life with him.

But the downfall was, he had Groupies.
The groupies were so jealous, they started telling him things about me...things like "she doesn't deserve you", "she's not proper " , "what do you see in her?"

And like an idiot, he listened to them, they're all two-years younger than us by the way...damn kids.
He dumped me.
He said he didn't have enough time for me and felt like he was wasting mine.
I tried telling him, the whole "no tme to go out" thing was okay...
But he didn't seem to want to try.

So he dumped me.

Then shit happened after that, i'll save it for another post....cause there is no TIME for me to fully get into that.

I hate saying it, but i loved him...
it sucks to cause i thought he loved me..we were sooo perfect. He was the one who said it first...always talking about our future...like even after university.

-sigh-

Love is complex...
Its when you experience utter heartbreak, when you really get confused.

I heard he isn't the same anymore, and he's lost some friends, he also lost me as a friend...

Oh well.
Love is something else.

NOW:
my exex-boyfriend keeps calling me and wanting to spend time with me...and im just like "OH MY GAWD!! PLEASE STOP, IM NOT GOING TO GET BACK WITH YOU!"

I don't say thins ofcourse, but i WANT TO!!

Jebus chrizzle!
i need : ice-cream, old movies, burt bees, and pumpkin pie.
I got everything but burt bees so far....

<3>

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. eight

1/10/2009 01:19:00 PM

[My hair braided up into a ponytail. June.08]* Mood: crazy boored & hungry* Listening to: Lil Big Heads by J*Davey* Reading: n/a* Eating: N/A* Drinking: water__________________________ _________________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: i need milk and bread. but too lazy to go to the grocer) ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________So...I figured that compared to other blogs i read, my blog is so n00b looking, you know?So...

. seven

1/09/2009 05:12:00 PM

* Mood: crazy boored* Listening to: Walking On A Dream by Empire Of The Sun* Reading: True Believer* Eating: N/A* Drinking: kool aid jammers __________________________ __________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (Dont mind the white people...only one of then are my friend.the one with darker hair..lol) ____________________________________________________________The photo above is me on New Years Day ... early early in the morning, maybe at...

.six

1/05/2009 07:56:00 PM

i think i may just work at adidas for the summer..haha.I LOOVE adidas, im like missy eliott when it comes to adidas..i just love the brand.check out all thier ORIGINALS, that i have recently taken a big investment in, and will invest more of this weekend...short and sweet, i know... ...

.five

1/04/2009 11:13:00 PM

10. It grows in that way. If your creator meant for you to have straight hair it would be straight. 9. You can do fun and versatile things with black hair. Unlike straight hair, black hair (naturally kinky) can stand straight up, can be braided into complex designs, can be temporarily straightened without chemicals, and worn in its natural state again the next...

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.four (Dead/ Upcoming vs. Up and Running)

1/02/2009 06:03:00 PM

* Mood: crazy dead, bored...nauseated* Listening to: n/a* Reading: n/a* Eating: n/a.* Drinking: tea._______________________________________________________________________________ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT(besides "Wow, im so dead...")_____________________________Remind me to never get as drunk as i did on the 31st ever AGAIN.I officially hate alcohol..OMG.I keep needing to puke and not puking. I think i may have to do it forcefully if it doesnt let up in an...