ouijevis //

Because your kiss...
your kiss is on ma list...
because your kiss.
your kiss is on MY list.
BECAUSE YOUR KISS IS ON MY LIST....

Your Kiss Is On My List - Hall & Oats
Okay, thats out of my system.
That is a GOTdamn feel good song peoples!

I don't know what happened but, today I am just so extremely effing HAPPY.
Maybe it is because i have around 20 more days until my BIG MOTHERFUCKIN CHOP!!
YEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! so damn excited.
I am like rolling on the floor from excitement, and already making a shopping list of shit im going to buy. The pharma plus beside my school carries a shit load of Burt's Bees shit, and imma buy some of that crap friday.

SO EXCITED.

But then again, im scared, because every time I do something, there is a slight set back.
Hopefully that doesn't happen this time. Hmm, i kind of lost count by two days or so...but no matter, 20 days sounds a little accurate.

Now on to some stuff I want to get off my chest...

EXCUSE ET MOI if i come off as a bitch but.
I FRICKEN HATE LIVING WITH FAT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

And before you go off on me.

Let me explain why.

I do not enjoy living with fat people because they are GREEDY. They eat off everything, and the only way you can get you share of food is if you are the first one to dish out your serving. Cause if you don't get there first, you motherfuckiing lose.
I hate that, cause I don't really enjoy eating the food right away, i like to give it time to settle first, and get cool. But NO, cause by the time that happens i get downstairs and bitches already ate almost 98% of the damn DINNER.

Like what zee eff.

im going to go eat now.

LOVE&PEACE&FRESHAIR.

<333
-Sharz

* Mood: crazy boored & anxious
* Listening to: Joga by Bjork
* Reading: n/a
* Eating: n/a
* Drinking: water


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ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: so happy uncle bought food! just he forgot the milk...)
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So, I have changed my mind about my big chop day.
For those who don't know, i was planning to BC in after about a year, because i'm afraid of the length issue, and i d not want to look like my father. So i'm changing the date to MARCH.22.2009!

Thats right folks!

I decided that 03/22/09 would be a good time to do it because:
1. the weather gets nicer
2. my hair would be at an alright length.
3. i wouldn't have to deal with the 2 texture TERROR for a year.

Gosh, i hate this 2 texture thing...like before i thought it was cute, but now its just getting RIDONKULOUS!
And there's a lot of relaxed ends too! My hair isn't very very long, its medium....but ther is A LOT of hair on this head, and its thick. So my hair relaxed was thick and tricky enough, but now imagine that thick relaxed hair mixed with THICKER NAPPY HAIR!!!

ITS TORTURE!!

I refuse to go through this bullcrap for a year! I just want to cut it now!
But the weather is too cold for short hair right now...(mind you, i hate wearing extensions..i rather just wear MY hair) i mean i live in CANADA..

Though it isn't the coldest location (thank allah!), it is COLD enough!

So anyway...

This B.C date is top secret...eventhough i just revealed it to the worldwide web, it is still very TOP SECRET!
I haven't told anyone in my family or friend circle, so ... when i do it it's going to be like BAM!
Caue they were all telling me not to cut it right away like:

"let it grow sharifa...."
"wait till prom THEN cut it"
and so on and so forth.

But they obviously are not comprehending that having 2 textures are KILLING ME right now!
Infact you shouldn't even be surprised if i change the date from March 22 to Feb 22...sometimes we get an early spring...depending on groundhog day.

Thats it then, i just thought of this:
GROUNDHOG DAY WILL BE THE DAY I DECIDE TO GO FROM MARCH 22 TO FEB 22!
If the ground hog stays out of his hole, i change to feb 22.
If he goes back into his hole i wait till March 22.

Haha, does it sound that ridiculous?
yes?

GOOD! CAUSE IT CAN'T BE AS RIDONKULOUS AS THIS 2 TEXTURE TRAVESTY!
I mean how can they say going nappy isn't cute? HAVE THE NOT SEEN WAKEEMA HOLLIS!
Probably not.
I didn't know about her until i started transitioning.
However, now she has become my inspiration..
<3
-Sharz