ouijevis //

Shit.

I never know what my plans are for this blog...
I always go between thinking "im going to delete it" to "I am going to keep writing in it." I honestly have no idea what I am doing with this thing anymore.
I feel as if I can't really talk much about natural hair cause, there are so many bloggers and youtube girls/guys doing it now. It is almost pointless. I guess I can keep representing the Canadians... lol I feel like there are not enough of those.

Canada does not have the same products as America, we are not yet in the group of places that can have access to some of the products. So, until I get my credit card, I will not be able to try out those products.

Anyways....

Just for the sake of things...

As you may or may not know, I am in school - which makes things pretty difficult to do - in terms of blogging and vlogging, which is why I am on Tumblr more often since it is easier and faster to update people - especially from my phone. So yeah...
I went to a pretty lame "halloween party" last night... it was everything I thought a "frat party" would be like. Lame. I only went cause: a) it was my friend's birthday (well she made that the way we were going to celebrate it.. but it wasn't HER party) and b) another friend invited us and he's my boyfriend's best friend and blah blah blah.... he wants to get in the frat ... blah blah - you have probably heard a story like this before anyway.

That is just an update. A brief and fruitless update.

Now I must proceed to writing my essay.... which is due this Thursday... -_-

S'later!

* Mood: crazy boored & anxious
* Listening to: Joga by Bjork
* Reading: n/a
* Eating: n/a
* Drinking: water


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ON MY MIND @ zee MOMENT (besides: so happy uncle bought food! just he forgot the milk...)
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So, I have changed my mind about my big chop day.
For those who don't know, i was planning to BC in after about a year, because i'm afraid of the length issue, and i d not want to look like my father. So i'm changing the date to MARCH.22.2009!

Thats right folks!

I decided that 03/22/09 would be a good time to do it because:
1. the weather gets nicer
2. my hair would be at an alright length.
3. i wouldn't have to deal with the 2 texture TERROR for a year.

Gosh, i hate this 2 texture thing...like before i thought it was cute, but now its just getting RIDONKULOUS!
And there's a lot of relaxed ends too! My hair isn't very very long, its medium....but ther is A LOT of hair on this head, and its thick. So my hair relaxed was thick and tricky enough, but now imagine that thick relaxed hair mixed with THICKER NAPPY HAIR!!!

ITS TORTURE!!

I refuse to go through this bullcrap for a year! I just want to cut it now!
But the weather is too cold for short hair right now...(mind you, i hate wearing extensions..i rather just wear MY hair) i mean i live in CANADA..

Though it isn't the coldest location (thank allah!), it is COLD enough!

So anyway...

This B.C date is top secret...eventhough i just revealed it to the worldwide web, it is still very TOP SECRET!
I haven't told anyone in my family or friend circle, so ... when i do it it's going to be like BAM!
Caue they were all telling me not to cut it right away like:

"let it grow sharifa...."
"wait till prom THEN cut it"
and so on and so forth.

But they obviously are not comprehending that having 2 textures are KILLING ME right now!
Infact you shouldn't even be surprised if i change the date from March 22 to Feb 22...sometimes we get an early spring...depending on groundhog day.

Thats it then, i just thought of this:
GROUNDHOG DAY WILL BE THE DAY I DECIDE TO GO FROM MARCH 22 TO FEB 22!
If the ground hog stays out of his hole, i change to feb 22.
If he goes back into his hole i wait till March 22.

Haha, does it sound that ridiculous?
yes?

GOOD! CAUSE IT CAN'T BE AS RIDONKULOUS AS THIS 2 TEXTURE TRAVESTY!
I mean how can they say going nappy isn't cute? HAVE THE NOT SEEN WAKEEMA HOLLIS!
Probably not.
I didn't know about her until i started transitioning.
However, now she has become my inspiration..
<3
-Sharz