So if anyone remembers afrokid from a couple posts ago

.....

I haven't made any moves or anything, the most I've done is tell my friend that I liked him... but the downside is, he's shy.

Which sucks, cause I am not a person that likes to make the first move, out of all honesty... I like when it's so un-expected that I like the person. I usually try to hide my feelings for someone by just acting totally normal around them. Looks as if I'll have to go out of my comfort zone... hm.

Anyway..

So I got a phone from a friend for an easy 50 bucks. I may get a sim card from my other friend...and I have to somehow buy a charger for this cell. Geez.

Whatever.

I still need a job though.... haha. I've just decided to give up n this job search though, it is getting completely ridiculous.

It's hard wanting things, and not getting things. No one sent me anything for my birthday this year... I wonder why? I usually ALWAYS get a card in the mail, but this year I didn't, not even a phone-call from the U.S or Jamaica... but whatever. I barely care to hold grudges or anything like that. I have just come up with the idea that, I should live my life and live it to the full. I don't have time to waste on grudges and people who are out to hurt me, or discourage me, or do me wrong. I can't wait to not give anyone my number.... haha! It's gonna be exclusive. TOTALLY EXCLUSIVE. I'll give it to people I feel I may need to talk to. other tan that... blahhs.