A year ago tomorrow at 9am or 10am....I was on the bus home from a crazy new years night thinking to myself that "2010 is going to be MY year.", and I played Feelin' It by Jay-Z on the way home with a smile on my face. Turns out, the year was alright... it had its ups and downs and it ended up...
NUMBER 3 :Don't wait for something to happen. If you really want it - WORK FOR IT AND GET IT.---I'm not waiting around to workout anymore, I am working out to Jane Fonda's Workout tapes! Haha, I know it's so 80s/90s but whatever, she more fun and easy to listen to. I like her program. ...
Alexander McQueen Skull Clutchfrom studs-and-pearls.com/My holidays have been quite boing this year... I mean, I haven't done anything exciting really.I watched some old movies - and by old I mean 89 - 99, haha!So I decided to blog randomly and see where it leads. I don't even have anything planned for tomorrow, which is a bit of a bummer. Oh well. I guess...
NUMBER TWO:Drink more water. ...
You choose the course to take...You normally wouldn't just go into a program without thinking of the costs and benefits. If you are choosing law, you look at the pathways that a degree in Law will take you. Its just that simple, I mean... what did you expect? You expected to be a Two-faced gossiping b*tch and didn't take into account that it...
I don't know why I keep repeating that stupid thing from that rapper's song. I forgot his name, but that "Baow" thing is annoyingly addictive to say... especially when I have nothing else to say. Haha!Anyway!I am going to try and be more consistent with this blog again, seeing as I have been away for a very long while, I am trying to...
So, it is happening.
I read the fortune letter, that is there EVERY single day on the computer screen, taped on there.
I wanted to just peel it off one day, because it's honestly NOT you fortune, if YOU didn't crack open the cookie, right? However, today .. on a day when I was thinking of taking an early leave to enjoy the warmth of my room and blankets; I get Good News that I am to be interviwed - twice!- by Share newspaper and a place named The Student Commission. Both are good establishments, however - I think I may lean more towards Share Newspaper.
If you're lost, I will fill you in:
I am taking another year of school in order to get some journalistic experience so I can go into my program of study in University (which is Radio&Television Broadcasting or Journalism).
So now...
Share Newspaper is a Black / Carribean Community based newspaper, and though I don't really pay too much attention to ethnic-based orginaizations - because I feel it is a little backwards on the fact that everyone is human and there is no such thing as race- I really need some experience for my portfolio! So, I will have to put my issues and beliefs aside and take on this interview that I have today at 3:30 with this Black Community newspaper.
So, I guess you CAN say Good News came my way.
I read the fortune letter, that is there EVERY single day on the computer screen, taped on there.
I wanted to just peel it off one day, because it's honestly NOT you fortune, if YOU didn't crack open the cookie, right? However, today .. on a day when I was thinking of taking an early leave to enjoy the warmth of my room and blankets; I get Good News that I am to be interviwed - twice!- by Share newspaper and a place named The Student Commission. Both are good establishments, however - I think I may lean more towards Share Newspaper.
If you're lost, I will fill you in:
I am taking another year of school in order to get some journalistic experience so I can go into my program of study in University (which is Radio&Television Broadcasting or Journalism).
So now...
Share Newspaper is a Black / Carribean Community based newspaper, and though I don't really pay too much attention to ethnic-based orginaizations - because I feel it is a little backwards on the fact that everyone is human and there is no such thing as race- I really need some experience for my portfolio! So, I will have to put my issues and beliefs aside and take on this interview that I have today at 3:30 with this Black Community newspaper.
So, I guess you CAN say Good News came my way.
NUMBER ONESomehow find a way to lessen my procrastination... because it will take a while to completely get rid of it. So I have to start small. ...
There are certain things that just shouldn't happen to people, and then there are certain things that people regret ever getting into. I feel as though I am going through part B of this predicament. Yeah, so I am back at school in order to review my future plans and get shit together so that I can get what I want ... however...
There has been this thing. This thing has been the same since I was a child, and I am 18 now and it's still here.It seem as though there is a hierarchy of 'black' , I mostly see it with women who claim to be "conscious ". They could have dreadlocks, afros, braids and a bald head and they feel as though they...
It takes 21 days to develop a habit...I want to be able to do the following things in the matter of 21 days straight, until I feel as though I don't have to TRY and do it.. it just comes naturally.Drink like 2L of water a day.Go to bed early everyday in order to wake up early every morning.Eat more fruits and Veggies......
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Alright, I am finding it difficult to find time to blog like I used to... ugh.However, I am here to talk about my HAIR and what has been going on with it- for the pass couple of months.So, since my latest post in April, my hair went into :1st: a weave.2nd: a wig3rd: extensions4th: extensions again5th: a wig... again.6th: I took out the...
Tumblr has stolen me from my initial BLOGGING SITE!!I feel as if on tumblr I don't blog the way I used to, and instead I just put up a bunch of coolio photos and sometimes I talk, but most times I dont, cause I just... don't feel that connection like I do here!SO HELLO MY EMANCIPATORS!! If you are still there that is......
i cant breathe anymore...i feel paralyzed.I cant think anymoreI cant smile anymoreI cant do anymoreI cant pretend...and thats how i feel at these very moments.I feel as if my life is going in a downward spiral and I can't escape from it. I feel like my being pulled, dragged, rushed down a tunnel of darkness.I feel like life has gotten worse and worse...
Okay…so last night we tried getting into a 19+ club event, cause we apparently had “hook ups”. We were getting in as SOUNDCREW… all 14 of us girls in pretty garments were going in as soundcrew. Right.But anywhoo…So we were asked for i.d which we didnt have, we are 17/18 yr olds.So…we got kicked out.Then our friend’s friend said “Theres a lounge” so...
Preview of my next video!I saw a video on curlynikki.com of a girl who tried a FAUX-Haircut.So, I tried my own version, and it came out good i guess.since people liked it.:)I did a full-head twistout and then pinned it in my desired way. I used: Shea Butter for twisting, Castor Oil to seal moisture, Africa's Best Oil when i twisted out my...
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Waaaaiiit!last post…i think i should say.it is a friend love…but a mixture of other shit….ya know?——————-Anyways…..So…it is 12:46AM, I should go to bed, but I am too thirsty to sleep. It doesnt matter how much water i drink, my throat is still dry. STILL DRY!! What the fuck meng? So, I am here sitting in my tornado stricken bedroom, typing away at this...
OKAY!!So... I've been distracted and I've been surrounded by issues and negativity.I AM GOING TO PULL THROUGH AND OUT OF IT!I was talking to my guy friend last night, and he gave me a full on lecture on life, and pursuing my goals, and being about my "shit". I thought about it and said... "are you still drunk??" haha! But what he was...
Keep on strolling along..You can't change the minds of others, and you cannot always effect their mindset. Thats Life.Move on. ...
I can't seem to differentiate what wrong really is anymore...Cause why is wrong...wrong?What makes right, right?Why are they so different from community to community?I will just do what I think is right for me.What my own moralities are, has no concern of others right?Wrong?Right?Wrong??What the fuck? ...
"Puce Fairy Book"Alice MajorYou wanted Rapunzel waiting in a towerbraids of hair like ropesstairs that only you could climbmy hair would never grow long enoughyou wanted a lady sleeping in a gardenno rings on her fingersnever been kissedother princes had made it though my forestso you tried revisionist tale-tellingand turned them into dwarves-you wanted happy ever afterI forgot to water the roses round...
I think I look Native....whatcha think??hmph..its synthetic...and its up to my waist. I want to cut it....it's weird having straight hair...FRO to No Fro = BIG DIFFERENCE.gone to bed.. fuckin tired, and im second-hand high.LATERS! ...
THAT.IS.ZEE QUESTION.Hold up, i have to do something very annoying for my grandmother... I shall be back.----------------------------------------------------------Okay!so anyway...My graduation photos are coming up, and with my last minutes tardy-ness I JUST decided to ask for what I want my hair to be like for the photo. So I was just going to weave it, but my aunt doesnt know how to weave. So...
Ughh!I have a paper-cut...Anyway, I started night school last night, and I feel a little confident in this writer's craft course. I've been casted as JUDY in my school's musical...I have also been mega-tired, and mega-hungry and snappy the last few days.I gave up swearing for 40days.This was an update and passing through thing. I'm going to eat my sister's burgers and do...
Okay..So whats up people of earth who are reading? How have you been? I've been alright.Remember when I discussed islands a few weeks back? Well, there seems to be an accidental wash up on a shore that I didn't mean to buck up.The deal is... there is this "island" we'll say islandJ for the privacy factors. Okay, so I started conversing with islandJ...
NEW ERYKAH BADU...Jump in the Air (stay there) ft. lil wayne.I like it...I mean, at first I was like,uhmmm "what the fuck is this?" but after just relaxing and listening I liked it.. it could have used a little more lyrics on EB's part, buuuuut.Whatever.What do you think?ENJOY! (p.s NEW READERS get virtual HOT WINGS!) ...
NOTE.TO.SELF.---BUILD A TIME MACHINE... ...
Conduction of words shit.I'm beginning to blog like, really lamely, where things are only a couple sentences long ad shit. It sucks. I actually hate it, but TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT UP AT ALL. So whatever. I'm not having many problems however....Are you supposed to feel yourself going crazy? Or is it something that just pops up? Like, is the fact that...
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Apparently, WE (and I had no real say in this, but I'm not complaining... I just found out today) are making a VLOG profile on youtube, named "ARMS" A-ayssR-rosaM-melaS- sharz--Well, see how that goes and if we ever go through with it...Besides that I think I'll be uploading a vlog soon.@Hopdat, Ays, and myself...being silly. ...
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