THAT.
IS.
ZEE QUESTION.
Hold up, i have to do something very annoying for my grandmother... I shall be back.
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Okay!
so anyway...
My graduation photos are coming up, and with my last minutes tardy-ness I JUST decided to ask for what I want my hair to be like for the photo. So I was just going to weave it, but my aunt doesnt know how to weave. So i guess I'm going with lace-front wig.
OH MY GOSH.
I mean, I don't mind it. But I'm scared of it looking like... really lame, and really fake, and really off. Beyonce has had slips, and Wendy Williams has had slips....
So what if I HAVE A SLIP?!
But whatever, I'm sure I know how to fix issues, and I've done my youtube research of how to do it properly and asked around for people's input.
So...
IM FINNA DO THIS ISH!!!
I just need some one to cornrow my hair...
so that I can put it over top...
I Shall post photos when its done.
Ughh!
I have a paper-cut...
Anyway, I started night school last night, and I feel a little confident in this writer's craft course. I've been casted as JUDY in my school's musical...
I have also been mega-tired, and mega-hungry and snappy the last few days.
I gave up swearing for 40days.
This was an update and passing through thing.
I'm going to eat my sister's burgers and do some homework.
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Oh! almost forgot!
New readers get.. uh.. stuffed polar bears!!
Okay..
So whats up people of earth who are reading? How have you been? I've been alright.
Remember when I discussed islands a few weeks back? Well, there seems to be an accidental wash up on a shore that I didn't mean to buck up.
The deal is... there is this "island" we'll say islandJ for the privacy factors. Okay, so I started conversing with islandJ with a mindset that we'd be JUST FRIENDS. You know? Like, we both established that we just wanted to stay friends, we weren't looking for relationships we just wanted to talk. We enjoyed talking. I think we still do.
Somehow, I think islandJ is struggling with keeping his mind on the friend factor. He's been beginning to ask odd questions, and getting jealous for nothing and talking smack about how I'm greedy cause I talk to him, and my exboyfriend...
I don't know how to summarize our hourly conversations, but basically, he's getting... comfortable.
The thing now, is that I secretly wanted this...
HAHA! Messed up? I know.
I don't know...
I was hoping he'd feel a stronger attraction to me, cause I liked him a lot too. But, it's like now that he's smacking me in the face with these random subtle emotions and confessions... I'm not feeling too good anymore.
We talk every night...
We had a slight arguement about me calling him back, cause my ex was on the phone..
I can see his frustration, however: WE ARENT FUCKING DATING. We're just friends, so I didnt think he'd get so upset. He really shocked me with his anger toward the situation. Though he kept saying "Im joking...chill."
I know he wasnt really joking.
Well, whatever...
I think the problem here is lack of straight forward-ness and communication.
So whats up people of earth who are reading? How have you been? I've been alright.
Remember when I discussed islands a few weeks back? Well, there seems to be an accidental wash up on a shore that I didn't mean to buck up.
The deal is... there is this "island" we'll say islandJ for the privacy factors. Okay, so I started conversing with islandJ with a mindset that we'd be JUST FRIENDS. You know? Like, we both established that we just wanted to stay friends, we weren't looking for relationships we just wanted to talk. We enjoyed talking. I think we still do.
Somehow, I think islandJ is struggling with keeping his mind on the friend factor. He's been beginning to ask odd questions, and getting jealous for nothing and talking smack about how I'm greedy cause I talk to him, and my exboyfriend...
I don't know how to summarize our hourly conversations, but basically, he's getting... comfortable.
The thing now, is that I secretly wanted this...
HAHA! Messed up? I know.
I don't know...
I was hoping he'd feel a stronger attraction to me, cause I liked him a lot too. But, it's like now that he's smacking me in the face with these random subtle emotions and confessions... I'm not feeling too good anymore.
We talk every night...
We had a slight arguement about me calling him back, cause my ex was on the phone..
I can see his frustration, however: WE ARENT FUCKING DATING. We're just friends, so I didnt think he'd get so upset. He really shocked me with his anger toward the situation. Though he kept saying "Im joking...chill."
I know he wasnt really joking.
Well, whatever...
I think the problem here is lack of straight forward-ness and communication.
NEW ERYKAH BADU...
Jump in the Air (stay there) ft. lil wayne.
I like it...
I mean, at first I was like,uhmmm "what the fuck is this?" but after just relaxing and listening I liked it.. it could have used a little more lyrics on EB's part, buuuuut.
Whatever.
What do you think?
ENJOY!
(p.s NEW READERS get virtual HOT WINGS!)
Jump in the Air (stay there) ft. lil wayne.
I like it...
I mean, at first I was like,uhmmm "what the fuck is this?" but after just relaxing and listening I liked it.. it could have used a little more lyrics on EB's part, buuuuut.
Whatever.
What do you think?
ENJOY!
(p.s NEW READERS get virtual HOT WINGS!)
NOTE.
TO.
SELF.
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BUILD A TIME MACHINE...
TO.
SELF.
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BUILD A TIME MACHINE...