ouijevis //

Once again.. I've prolonged my rut. I guess I just have an issue with staying consistent, but point of all this is... I'm going to try anew again tomorrow! I've been going job hunting. Trying to gain courage and confidence an just barging in and applying. I have the POWER!

Yeah..

So other than that. I'm going to try because I actually DO have a goal to thrive for now. I've gotten an offer of admission from the university I really want to go to. Too bad it's not for the program that I was hoping for... ah well. Fck it, really. As long as I'm not in High School anymore...ugh never wanna go back.... ever ever again.

Anyway.

I guess this time I am for serious! I am seriously doing this because at first I was very depressed, and thought I wasn't going anywhere. But now that I see doors opening, I feel a little better and more motivated.

thats all.

Anyway!

I am going to try and be more consistent with this blog again, seeing as I have been away for a very long while, I am trying to get back into the groove of things, ya' know? Some things I really want to do with this blog is design it myself. I want to learn how to design it so that it comes out the way I really want it to look, instead of settling for the ready-made template/layouts that Blogspot made.

I have been doing some research on how to accomplish this wish, so maybe I'll have my own layout ready before the month is up - or at least before February.

You guys already know - if you're a new follower you probably don't - that I am pretty into fashion and certain types of things, but the NEWEST addition to my interests has turned into make-up. I know, I know make-up is girly and I didn't turn up on the scene being into the make-up thing... but I somehow got sucked into it. It's like MAGIC!

So lately:

I've been doing some shopping, mostly thrift shopping.

Indulging at make-up escapades.

Doing one new hairstyle - Bantu-knot out.

Living with my boyfriend

Going to school

And the normal daily activities.

Hmm...

Musical interest addition: SOME electronic songs and when I say some, I seriously mean SOME.

But you know, it's all whatever in the moment type of thing. Just trying to survive and get what I need to get done... done.

Welp! Thats all folks!