Hey what is up peoples!? Its been a while, and once again my insomnia has drawn be to this blog so I can type myself to bed...
A lot of new things have happened... and a lot of slacking off has happened too. It was not even procrastinating it was definitely just PURE LAZY-NESS. Seriously I was just cooped up in my room for the past few days watching Korean Dramas and regretting things and thinking about everything and nothing simultaneously. I was feeling as though my life was a huge waste of time and I wish I could start a few moments all over. I mean - it is either Fate or Stupidity, and i cannot tell which one is which right now. It took me a while to just sit back and think about what exactly is best for me, and only me. I had to completely quit thinking about others and think for myself. I thought and thought and came to the bitter realization that - though I really think I am better off out of my grandmother's house and into the world, and I probably would be - times are hard enough as it is and it may be best to just stay....
So I moved back into the hell. Well, at least thins place doesn't have cockroaches.
From here on out, I really do have to work extremely hard, or my grandmother just might beat the living daylights out of me... verbally.
Moral of today is that Life is a commodity. Life is a quantity of goods, the goods are opportunities which are yours to either take or leave. Life is something of value, to take advantage of not to be taken away. Life is something to benefit from no matter what.
Have a great Monday.
(now listening to: The Party by St. Vincent)
ON MY HAIR!!!
I may do a whole entire length check later, but I'll do it ON MY NAPPIVERSARY, or however it's spelled.
:)
YEAHH!!! I'm actually surprised.
To transitioners: HANG IN THERE YO! I've been relaxa-free for almost a whole year (a yr on april) YOU CAN DO IT! When the going gets rough, cut it all off. lol, thats what I did.
to considerators: STOP THINKIN' BOUT IT AND BE ABOUT IT!
.... HOE! lol.
I hope this inspires some, or gives them a tint of hope.
I've been doing NOT TOO MUCH with my hair, in fact I am still working on my moisture issues and drinking MORE water.... I hope I can finally reach these water goals, the moisture is NO PROBLEMO though.
I really have always loved the SMOKEY EYE look.
(in case the link doesnt work: SMOKEY EYE DIY
Although, I don't wear make-up,( unless its a bit of mascara on days when I feel I need an ego-boost, which is rare..haha.) I have been gaining an interest in make-up a lot more lately...I don't know why....
I also wish I had MAD SKILLSZSZ and talent to make my own clothes...
Like Chanel, from junkprints: http://www.flickr.com/photos/junkprints/
check out her blog, which is awesome http://www.dookyblog.com/
Did I mention shes natural, in fact she has LOCS.
I love he works and wish I could be THAT GOOD. I just alter my clothing, but I cant actually CREATE something. =[
I also found some WICKED inspiration today...on essence magazine's site:
http://photos.essence.com/galleries/hair_repair_from_relaxed_to_natural
There is some CRAZY inspiration there, besides she is rocking a 4b or 4c looking TWA, which is hell of a lot of inspiration for me. Also, there is some really good information on how to care and treat natural hair, that I didn't know about.
For example did you know, conditioner actually isn't too great for our hair, and instead we should use essential oils. Check that link out, for reals.
s'laters!
<33
-Sharz.
(in case the link doesnt work: SMOKEY EYE DIY
Although, I don't wear make-up,( unless its a bit of mascara on days when I feel I need an ego-boost, which is rare..haha.) I have been gaining an interest in make-up a lot more lately...I don't know why....
I also wish I had MAD SKILLSZSZ and talent to make my own clothes...
Like Chanel, from junkprints: http://www.flickr.com/photos/junkprints/
check out her blog, which is awesome http://www.dookyblog.com/
Did I mention shes natural, in fact she has LOCS.
I love he works and wish I could be THAT GOOD. I just alter my clothing, but I cant actually CREATE something. =[
I also found some WICKED inspiration today...on essence magazine's site:
http://photos.essence.com/galleries/hair_repair_from_relaxed_to_natural
There is some CRAZY inspiration there, besides she is rocking a 4b or 4c looking TWA, which is hell of a lot of inspiration for me. Also, there is some really good information on how to care and treat natural hair, that I didn't know about.
For example did you know, conditioner actually isn't too great for our hair, and instead we should use essential oils. Check that link out, for reals.
s'laters!
<33
-Sharz.

































